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- fruit pie
I'm setting my sights lower
tonight. I've been alone since she took flight. Shtay wit
me, baby. Just drop me somewhere. I've had no pride since
she took mine. You can't stay
with me tonight. She's fruit pie.
- wuss cliff Hold
on, you say you're always giving; I don't resent receiving,
its just that the generous are always first to call the rest
selfish.
And now I stand accused and made to feel indebted. I guess
its sometimes easy not to feel yourself draw in. If you
decide to leave, well I know I'll be the worst to grieve.
But if Jesus reaches out to me, I'll cut the beggars hand
'cause love dressed as support I tend to perceive as demand.
It seems to me, when I come home and find a note on the lawn
with a suitcase and the dresser drawers, that says you'll
wait for the man that can hide you away from the world, that
if you would have wanted less, then I could be that man
right now. Listen. You finally caught me speaking. I'm not
too much for sharing; I just assume that you don't need the
weight of what I've been thinking. Here I am consumed. And
if you feel disparaged, then you should go since I don't
have the decency myself. If you decide to leave, well I know
I'll be the worst to grieve. But if Jesus reaches out to me,
I'll cut the beggars hand 'cause love dressed as support I
tend to perceive as demand.
- hang 'im high This
ain't no communication. We're no good with
words. And it's tryin' ; your practiced cryin' and it
just sells your side. I wish I could pick you up and
put you somewhere else where you could gain momentum
by yourself a while, but I would only bring you down again,
I know. You ain't no Dylan Thomas; you're too good for
words. And it's failin', your metered wailin'.
It just buys you time. I wish I could take you and
shake you like a rag-doll and cut you with a piece of glass
to see if you bleed: you're just not yourself. I wish
I could pick you up and put you somewhere else where you
could gain momentum by yourself a while, but I would only
bring you down again, I know. Your voice shrinks up
and ceases. I kill the lights and take it in.
It's getting hard to tell myself that you're alive.
I'll build a Christ on a cross big and hang 'im high to heal
you. Things were never this way when we were little
children last year. And now you say it's not a waste
of time; oh, but it's gone. You just can't see things
that easily. And if I told you, how would you
respond? Well, you'd say anything. You'd say anything.
- bartender Well,
you're cold to praise. Pulling my eyes out of my
face. You won't look that way forever. 23 looks
like a child on you. But all your friends are having
babies now. I would tend bar for you. Pour you
drinks until you float away. Then I'll dive in just to
be close to you. But this, this might be the final
undertow: It's like I'm drownin' and you won't throw a
thing to me. But if I were, would you care? It
takes so much to phase you these days. On my own
volition, I will try to hate you. And if it hurts you,
well I don't mind. It'll prove you're alive, so at
this point I'll pursue just any real emotion. And I'll
try anything.
You want to kill me when I'm exposing all my skin. By
not responding, then by the grace of God you will. And
I'll try anything.
- inside Unhand
me now. While I'm still here. I've got your
captious bile inside of me, and I'm just fine.
Sometimes you seem so inscrutable, but you're so beautiful
now. You prophesize that I'll never ever be a
fucking thing without you. You're paralyzed by the
"Shut up, shut up," I keep saying. Unhand my
pride, and I just might. Unhand me now. While
I'm still young our invectives tear inside of me, and I'm
just fine. Sometimes you seem so inscrutable,
but you're so beautiful now. You prophesize that
I'll never ever be a fucking thing without you. You're
paralyzed by the "Shut up, shut up," I keep
saying. Unhand my pride, and I just might.
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